I`m not looking forward to today. I`m scared. I know I`m a coward.
Today I have to go to the hospital to have an angiogram, which is apparently a tube inserted into my groin to then put dye into my heart to see what it happening with the veins and the heart.
I`m scared and frightened on a number of things, - what are they going to discover? What is the test going to be/feel like? and, worst of all - what happens if where they insert it starts bleeding again when I get home? in some ways that`s my greatest fear.
I am fortunate though, in that I have some good friends - one is taking me to the hospital and staying there, and will stay the night with me when I come home, as I have to have someone with me. Another good friend is coming to collect me after it`s all over and I can come home. I`ve just had another friend ring me up to give me good wishes and moral support.
I just wish at this moment that it was tomorrow and that it was all over.
2 comments:
Now it is tomorrow and it's all over :) How did it go?
Glad you have good friends to support you.
Just read the message that the results showed there was no problem with the arteries etc which is GREAT news.
Hope you start to feel better soon.
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